I’m realizing more and more how much I have to cut out all ancillary parties. Any comment or message. All of it needs to be purged. I really fucking hate you.
A close friend told me I need to not give a shit about anyone but myself. It works for a time, and then reminders push back on forward efforts. It’s tough, changing yourself to be a better human being. It sucks the people I truly rely on are so far away. Ironic, no? Do I have to stop that as well?
This is really vague. Apologies. Back to training.
And of course all the work happens at the exact same time.
